Dissapointment

Hi guys... let me begin by just saying.

I feel disappointed with myself lately, been having less motivation to create content for my YouTube channel, or any content for that matter. when i first started, i was motivated and full of energy to start a new project/chapter in my life. but it seems that future is getting darker and farther....

for a month, been getting no subscriber and no views... not even 1 subs... im starting to doubt myself, whether im going into the right direction or not. do i minimize my loss? or do i keep going? into the unknown?

one more thing....that im fairly disappointed in myself..i got a new display drawing tablet.... despite that, i told myself that i will get it ONCE i gotten at least maybe 100-500 subs...but i did it. i got it...now im not sure whether im wasting my money again or not.... i just couldn't control myself you know...

its just so TEMPTING...plus its having a major discount...as for what kind of brand im getting. i will do a post a picture of it once i have gotten it... and do a review as well.

and now, i have to sell my less than 6 months of use Huion drawing tablet.. what a waste of money... truly disappointed in myself...

Thats all for this session..im still sad about it..so i will see u guys around next time...